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Following from Danres advice, I thought I would start this topic, just to vent somethings that have been playing on my mind.

Okay well I've had a really bad cold for a couple of days :( but it's starting to ease off a bit. I've been playing my DS and digivices a bit much lately as they really take my mind off things. My Uncle died a few weeks ago and I'm still coming to terms with it as he was my godfather and only 45. I'm trying to be strong for my family but sometimes I just wanna break down and cry. All my Mam and Dad seem to do lately is argue and I dont really need to hear that right now.

Work is going great though. I'm a department specialist for our menswear department in a clothing shop and I'm really enjoying it. They've sent me to 4 different shops around south Wales because my work is amazing. I basically help them re-merchandise their mens departments ( make them look pretty ). I've also been going out pretty much every weekend lately with my mates clubbing and dancing so thats gotten rid of a lot of steam.

My best friend who is travelling Australia for a year contacted me today by text. Was pretty chuffed as I havent heard off him for a couple of weeks. I'm missing him like crazy but he needs to do it. He said he's missing me like mad so I doubt it would be a year more like 6 months as he gets very homesick very easy.

I'm working nights monday which is gonna be a killer but at least I cant take my burst with me and it gets me out of the house.

Well until next time ;)
 

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When you said 'mam' i wondered if you lived in Wales as it doesn't come up all that often in the English language.

It's good to cry sometimes and on more than one occasion it has to be done for your own sanity. When i lost my grandad i mainly cried at his funeral as i had to be strong for my nan. But yea if you need to cry do it otherwise it could break you.

Maybe talk to your parents ask if they are OK as you hear them argue. At least tell them you are worried and stuff rather than keep it 'pent up' that doesn't help either.
 

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Lol yes I say Mam as I am Welsh. I do cry but I tend to do it in private. I've only lost an uncle but my Auntie has lost the person she's loved since she was 13.

I did get involved with my parents arguments and kinda made it worse. My Mam kicked my dad out and i begged him to come back but in doing that made matters worse as they didnt have a chance to be alone to think about things. Now things are back as they started. I realise now that that was very selfish of me but I'm trying to let my parents do it themselves.

Sorry to hear about your grandfather vande. It's always good to hear advice from people who have or are going through what your going through.
 

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I'm sorry about you loss. I lost one of my uncles when I was five and another when I was seven, both were 49 when they died. Thing's I'll get better over time though, the sadness your feeling now will loosen over time though.

I'm glad for you about how well your jobs going, you must be very good at it.

Now that your best friends away maybe you could take this time to bond more with your other mates? Look at it as a opportunity rather than a bad thing.

Oh and my cousin from Birmingham calls his mother Mam. XD
 

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Thanks Ange and sorry to you to. Thats why I am going out most weekends to bond with my other mates. It's going quite well at the moment but time will tell.

So it's not just the welsh then? Come on everyone who calls their mum mam!
 

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Oh I'm well over that now, I was just using it as an example. It's been, what, 9 years now? ;) Oh and I call my mum ma! XD
 

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Well lets see what happened today! We had to dress up in fancy dress for work. It's my stores 2nd birthday and I only had one costume. Elvis! I went to a 70's weekend last year so I wore that. Everyone loved it and my best mate went as Amy Whinehouse ( pics to follow ). We also had a visit which went very well so I'm chuffed. Made my digimon xmas list lol. I am having:

Digimon Analyzer
D-arc Ultimate
Digivice ic 102
Digimon Adventure Digivice v1 Greymon colour scheme
D-3 V2
And just might be getting a wonderswan crystal with digimon zero 2

My weekend is going to be a lot of fun. I'm dressing up as a rugby player tomorrow ad then I'm off out with my mate to town to get wrecked!

Until next time ;)
 
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